February 13th, 2012

Breakfast with Spencer: A Short Play

Scene {kitchen}
Spencer: What’s dat, mama?
Me: It’s a bagel. I’m going to toast it and put cream cheese on it. Do you want one?
Spencer: No, just help you.
Me: I’m putting it in the toaster, it’s too far back for you to help, but you can help me put cream cheese on it. Do you want one?
{toaster reads 3 min left}
Spencer: No. Just help you. Done now?
Me: No, when it says 0:00
{gets out cream cheese, toaster reads 2 min left}
Spencer: What’s that? Done now?
Me: Almost. It will beep.
{toaster beeps and blinks 0:00}
Spencer: Done NOW!
{puts bagel on plate}
Me: Ok. Hold my hand and help me spread it. Do you want one?
Spencer: Spread it, OK!
Me: Ok. Do you want half? I can cut it.
Spencer: No. Just help you eat it.
{grabs full half a bagel, licks it makes a face}
Spencer: Yuckers.
{drops on floor, cream cheese side down. Of course.}

End

February 12th, 2012

P366: Feb 5th – Feb 11th

We had what is becoming a pretty common week around these parts: doctor appointment, questionable news, spending a week getting a new appointment. A bunch of sitting around and waiting, really. I am not a fan. Spencer watched his first Super Bowl, he liked the Doritos more than the football and Madonna’s half time show sent him in to a toddler rage. Good times. So, here’s some pictures of the vaguely fun things we did to try and keep Spencer entertained and me distracted.

Sunday

Making some ABCs. Going great until he couldn't find the L.

 Monday

Guava monster!

 Tuesday

Big Spencer looking at tiny Spencer

Wednesday

He said, "All the colors in the WORLD"

Thursday

He did it!

Friday

He likes the game Spencer sits on the floor and I throw everything at him. Weirdo.

Saturday

Fresh Beat Band = Drinking coffee without a toddler grabbing me

Linking up with Amy, for a week in iphone pictures.

February 10th, 2012

First Purchase

I’m 20 weeks as of yesterday and have yet to make a single purchase for the girls. At first we were waiting until we knew the sex because we weren’t sure what we would need in addition to what we had of Spencer’s baby things. Then we were in twin shock. Earlier this week, we finally found out the sexes (both girls) and I finally bought something.

I know it isn’t much. I still feel like I am waiting for the other shoe to drop and something could be horribly wrong, a nagging feeling I haven’t been able to shake this whole pregnancy. But it is something. I’m invoking the power of positive thinking with six dainty and very girly socks.

February 9th, 2012

A little twinformation

I’ve been trying to update properly on the whole twin pregnancy thing, but we keep getting different information or new surprises at every appointment and then by the time I process that information something else changes and I can’t keep up. I’m frustrated and confused and still trying to find a doctor that is a good fit and they very best medical care for me and my babies. So, here is what I know for now.

I’m pregnant with identical twin girls.

What’s that? A little confused? Don’t worry, I am too. I had been told they were fraternal. Seems like there was a little ultrasound miscommunication.

Here’s the breakdown:

• 11 weeks: ultrasound in the ER – one baby
• 12 weeks: no heartbeat via Doppler, no ultrasound
• 16 weeks +1: no heartbeat via Doppler, ultrasound reveals twins
• 16 weeks +3: formal ultrasound, tech verbally states: 2 placentas, membrane, probably fraternal
• 19 weeks: heartbeats via Doppler, no ultrasound, inconclusive AFP/Quad screen, given high risk referral for ultrasound/amnio
• 20 weeks: high risk ultrasound shows one placenta, identical twins and girls

The high risk OB also stated that I might be showing signs of twin-to-twin transfusion syndrome (TTTS), which I don’t recommending googling. It’s pretty scary shit. Needless to say, I spent a few days freaking out. I had my formal ultrasound reviewed and apparently that report states 1 placenta. But, both my husband and i clearly remember her stating 2. My doctor asked my the results, so I said two, but this must mean she never actually read the report??? I’m changing doctors. Obviously.

I’m choosing not to worry about the TTTS yet. This may be naive, but I don’t actually know anything more yet. I am clinging to the hope that the high risk OB wouldn’t have blithely sent me out the door with simply a two week follow-up if something was seriously wrong. He did raise an eyebrow that I was seeing a resident, but that is changing.

I’m working on getting an appointment with the OB I originally saw with Spencer for further evaluation. So. Now we wait. Again. To find out what other crazy news I can find out at my next appointment.

And for those wondering why the one vs. two placenta distinction is important, one placenta is always identical twins, while identical twins can also have two and fraternal twins can only have two. Identical twins are considered slightly higher risk and can have some identical only complications, like TTTS. There are also two types of identical twins and it has to do with a membrane and I am pretty sure both ultrasounds showed a membrane, but I am at the “trust no one” state of this pregnancy.

Spencer seems a little disappointed about sisters, but he is coming around. And he is very excited about babies. We’ve been showing him old pregnancy and newborn photos to get him used to the idea. He is enthralled.

I’ll keep you posted.

Updated: I have an appointment on Monday for a second opinion. Yay! That was not an easy appointment to get.